1. My Song of Anger p.XXVII

Reaching for the price of hate.
Steal it, I can sell my fate
Reasons question destiny
I will have ability
Kill, all you know
Time to go
to the church of
everlasting death
Starting to grow angry
passing the time
Love shall keep remaining
for decieving crimes
"ok, this one is dedicated to thing
that's always there, the
thing you can't get rid of
no matter how hard you try.
Hatred
Wanting to go forward
you wait in the line
Fuck You
fuck you, fuck having to
stop at streetlights, fuck
driving on the freeway with
thousands of assholes in
my way, fuck struggling hard
to reach to reach for something
and then dropping it.
fuck going into bars and staring
at girls who have nothing to
say, fuck people that drive real
slow and then don't move
when their being tailgated.
fuck people who forget to meet
me at a certain time, fuck liars
who lie to be accepted into this
stupid fucking world that I
hate, fuck streets, fuck cops,
fuck walls, fuck sinks, fuck
famillies, fuck friends, fuck
dogs, fuck cats, fuck pigs,
birds are kinda nice though,
enen though they do seem
extreamly concited, fuck mud,
fuck the sun, fuck the moon,
fuck the rain and fuck the beach,
but most of all, mother fucker,
Fuck You.
and I fully want you dead, right now
I hate your fucking guts, real bad
Don't even want you around, at all
I totaly want to kill you
I way want you dead big time
word down
enterance to say maybe
passing the time
Fight for reasons to beleive
smoking the kind
But (Bud)

2. Song to Dave

see: all alone with nothing to do...
You are Satan(previously Dave)

3. Bill

4. Intercept Life

"Yeah, this one's for all the Jesus freaks
out ther, all you christians that shoot
doctors and bug women, to all the power
hungry gun bearing hypocrites who use
Gods name in utmost vanity. Guilt will
get you nowhere, violence will make you
shameful in the eyes of the church, do
us all a favor, leave us alone."
Kill the unborn feotus inside you
destroy the child in your womb
shove a fucking wire up your cunt
and pierce the living babys skull
Kill your baby, don't let it see
how absolutley hideous this world
has become. Destroy your feotus
only if you want to
"You see, if you succeed in making abortion
illeagal, I can promise you there will be other
ways created to receive abortions, and I bet
some might not be to pretty. And I gaurantee
a ministers daughter would rather pay a fortune
to get some criminal to shove a wire up there
than the guilt she'll get from you fascists."
Kill the feotus
Kill the feotus
"Please don't murder our daughter
at the abortion clinic, she's a good
sweet girl, she didn't know, please
spare her her life, please. She
didn't mean to get preagnant, please
don't kill her. She's a nice person,
loving and kind, she just messed up,
please don't kill our daughter, let her
fix this problem, this horrible ordeal
she has to go through, please, please
don't kill her."

5. Options Gameshow

In other words you live
In other words you die
Fight the system, which is yourself
Fight the system, which is yourself
Make the society, kill your oppression
Start the sobriety, stop the obsession
And take a look at wht you've done
The only government you've made
It makes no sense and is insane
and starts the wars that are all the same
War is always war, war is always war
It's just war.
Smile if you will
as you kill and kill
Greed as ignorance
begining as it ends
Makes no sense who is the boss
Boss? Boss? what is a boss?
No one gets ahead
ahead? ahead? what's ahead?
Life is your class, how long till you pass
and there is no peace to your war.

6. Patterns

7. Now, that my love is Gone

But I don't want to be no more
be like the others and ignore
Forget that my mind is there
don't give a fuck that I don't care
The pills I wish for are...
the ones that can never make you want
the ones that always do the same
the kind that make your face change colour
and put you over a cliff for ever
Mad happy twig flyin through the forest
all care free and nuts
Forget that my mind is there
don't give a fuck that I don't care

8. Life in J.A.L

It decides, no more pain
satisfied, no more life
Death will do it all
no more pain, no more pain
I am weak, I do not fight
no choice, no more life
Reality loves my weakness
It feeds, I am weak, I get eaten
Death comes and saves my soul
and fights my life and wins
No more I, what's the solution? Death
No more Love, what's the solution? Death
No more Joy, Friendship, what is friendship?
Death, it all leads, it all leads to Death!!!
I spit on your face no more
You spit on mine no more
Sick Puppies lie in disease
as their mother sits and cries
Another life is dieing
another puppy dies
a sick brown, yellowish fuzz get's
into the baby's eyes
and burns, and burns then kills
I will bring you down from your
home in riverside
And take you to an endless hell
a place called Woodland Hills

9. I break a string in the Middle

10. Drug
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!
This drug is on my back
what shall I do
I keep spending, spending, spending
I keep ending, ending, ending
This drug is stuck
to my only buck
what can I do?
What can I do?
I love you
I hate you
You'll kill me
before I'll see
but I love you
so it be
drugs Is my life
drugs is my wife
drugs are my dteps
drugs is my death

11. it doesn't have to be like this
Worm schedule in my brain now
I will not tell myself, go insane
Look at the corner I start to feel
the big kiss come on
Let me look at you, I know that you
could not say it's intense
Say things with that cool 'tude
that you think will get you things
Fucking yourself for ten years
to get material possesions insted
I try, letting my fingers pick
up my, objects of love
Then I, slip and will break the thing
that might, make me give up
Won't ever try
make me like so extreamley mad
that I will destroy the thing and
make it and throw a fit like a
little boy
Start to cry and I try to win but I
never win so I'll just sit there and
pout untill I think about killing
That guy that I used to know and
hate so much in school but I feel
Filled high, knowing I'm going to
just might, break all my toys
Can't fight, inanimate objects
so I make lots of noise
Not right, wanting to controll my
insight, but I lose it
Things fly, what I've done to my room
Cause I, threw a big fit.
"hey, let's go on the freeway and drive
45 mph"
"I know, let's go on a talk show and tell
the whole nation how many problems we've
been having lately"
"I know, let's drink a pint of Vodka in less
than 10 min"

12. you're a fool p.3

You're a fool, had a chance, understand
Felt you're cool dealing drugs
you're insane, a fool
Satan lives, you don't
thought you knew
You are just a speck of dust
conning all, now you
Satan's strung you up
You're a fool
Now you'll have to pay
living day to day
Dieing day to day, dealing
feeling all your pain
played a stupid game
Now you go insane, feeling
I don't lose my trust
Satan's blade will cut
there's no way to run, dying
You're a fool, had a chance, understand
Why don't you feel good from God
Hypocrite he's not
Insted of trying, you have fought
Can't you feel it all around
take a look, you're blind
Gods clouds and beauty
Satans crime
Repent your sins, your time will come
Feel the evil, and feel the good
Try to reason and understand

13. 6 against 2

Existing facts will still exist
galloping into a written bliss

14. the Gimick

15. To the Unfriendly

Always wanting to hear the feelings inside you
But it can't happen again, let's try not to
Kill
and it can't happen again, said well
In time you'll learn to express your feelings
to me or die!
My time to break your walls
and so your thoughts are inside me
to take off your clothes is nothing
you're scared but you want to antagonize
all but blood remmains nowhere
and now there are no lies
Now engage conversation
if not, you'll for sure
Die
and then your pride is stubborn, goodbye
For the reasons held against them that
death is equal to a life of torture
Your silence, past due is broken
Time is up, past due, patience grown thin
Always wanting to hear the feelings inside you
but it won't happen again, couldn't help but to
Kill
And it can't happen again, said well
For the reasons held against them that
death is equal to a life of torture
Your silence, past due is broken
For now I, past due, have spoken
Always wanting to hear the feelings inside you
No longer will you take advantage of me

16. Without them

Get the fuck out now
I can show you how
Destined to prserve the
fuckers that can not be free
Let me the end until
I see that part of me
Wanting to get out but
then I start to follow them
Quit my job and lose my car
but it will never end
Get your own money
Without them
who you want to be
Without them
It all starts to go
Without them
and will start to know
Without them
Lieing to myself until I
say I want to die
getting in a wreck it means that
I will start to fry
but if I could never see the ones
that upset me
I would end up knowing what it's
like to become free
"Hello, I'd like to talk to you aout the
absense of difference. Now, I know
a lot of you might be thinking
"I'm fine where I'm at, I don't need
anything different in my life", but
isn't it true that all of us need to feel a
little special some of the time,
and difference can achieve that.
You see, with difference,
we feel bigger, better then
the people we have to
deal with during the day.
With difference, we can get an
edge on life because
insted of being the one who's buying,
we're the one that's making and
creating, which in turn becomes
supplying and eventually recieving.
Insted of being lost and being
the follower, we become the
leader. The one that gets turned
to. what difference can bring you
is the attention and respect
we all truly need. It's worked
for me, it can work for you.
But you say, "It's hard, difference
is inheirited, how can I just all of
a sudden have it?" That's where
I come in, you see. If you don't
have it, you can get it from me!
and it doesn't take much to do
so, just a simple acknowledgement,
term of endearment and a phone
call and I can bring difference to
you for life. Not much, considering
the time span. So call, you fucking
cock sucking mother fucking hell
hocker.
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as insult to the gay community. All
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17. Whom Shin Yeah!
All alone with nothing to do
Darling Freakhead
Knowing that, your time is well spent
in bed, whooooaaaaaa
fake mexican ad lib es darling freakhead
ohhhhh, Whom shin yeah!!!

18, mommys little girl
This was the first recording I put the
mic on the phone for. 976 call, 1988

19. somehow

Wasted, my whole life is wrong
but somehow I must hold on!

20. Same as the others
see: all alone with nothing to do...